Hold me now
Don't, don't close your heart
To how you feel
Dream and don't be afraid
The dreams's not real
Close your eyes, pretend it's
Just the two of us again
Make believe
This moment's here to stay
Touch, touch me the
Way you used to do
Oh I know tonight
Could be all
I'll have with you
From now on you'll be with
Someone else instead of me
So tonight let's build this memory
For the last time
Hold me now don't cry
Don't say a word
Just hold me now
And I will know
Though we're apart
We'll always be together
Forever in love
What do you say when words
Are not enough
Time, time will be kind
Once we're apart
And your tears, tears will have no place
In your heart
I wish I, I could say how much
I'll miss you
When you're gone
How my love for you
Will go on and on and...
Hold me now, don't cry
Don't say a word
Just hold me now
And try to understand that
I hope at least you've found
What you've been searching for
And though I won't be there
Anymore
I will always love you
Hold me now and don't cry
Don't say a word
Just hold me now
And I will know
Though we're apart
We'll always be together
Forever in love
What do you say
When words are not enough
Oh what can I say
When words are not enough
I just got this pretty old picture of you. There you look like a little boy. This picture was taken when we did our first kiss. You wore exact this cloths from the picture. I cant believe myself. I kept evry little thing, I still can feel you in the same way. I havent a picture when you where 15. You looked more as a man with 15. You had strong arms. But actually I dont need a pic of you. I shurly know how you look. Your brown eye's, smoth lips, soft cheeks, your full redbrown hair...the smell of your shampoo. I don't know nothing about your favourit foods, neither I can say if you love me to. But it doesnt matter anymore. I lost. I never had a chance to win. I 'll always take you with me, you were the first an dyou will be the last guy. There's no chance for change. Someone told me that I 'll love just one singel time in live. I felt first time in love with you, and now I 'll love you till I die.
When I stop to exist,
When the pain is over,
When they dont know if we were right ore wrong,
When the sadness has gone,
When all the lights went out,
When I dont have to ask why,
When this life doesnt count anymore
Then all is forgotten and forgiven
Then there will be only sun
Then it works it self out fine
Then flush the past away
Then I rise with the morning light
Then we dont need words
Then darling you're forever mine
He babe
sometimes I sit in front of my computer, listen to this song and try to go 15 years back. I know thats not a quiet good way to get free of this feelings I have about you. Shure I know that I should handle this in a other wise, I should be glad that I had the luck to meet you and that we shared so special moments togehter, I should be thankful that I may feel with somebody this fire and this wonderful tenderness I felt with you. Thats what I mean when I say that fate brought us together, our fate kept us together and fate parted us.
And when my life went wrong, and I wish everything gonna be allright, then I wish it could be like it was with you. You put your arms around me, I feel your heartbeat, can smell your shampoo, I close my eyes because I can see you better when I close my eyes.
Mike I really dont know what kind of friendship we had, I dont know what it was between us, but fact is in we wanted it both, maybe not quiet in the same way, but that doesnt matter. It doesnt matter cause no one can take this memory away. Not even you!
But today I know I never will love somebody the same way like I love you. For that I hate you, and I hate myself. I dont know why not another guy can touch me like you did, why I cant feel this secure with someone else. I trusted you, but dont ask me why, maybe because you were the same like me, funny and loud but sad and hurt inside.
Listen what they are singing...another time in space, if we belong to each other we belong any place anywhere anytime...who do you think?
Love
In a way I guess Mr. Clapton wrote this song to us:
Tears In Heaven
Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven
would it be the same
if I saw you in heaven
I must be strong and carry on
'cause I know I don't belong
here in heaven
Would you hold my hand
if I saw you in heaven
would you help me stand
if I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way through night and day
'cause I know I just can't stay
here in heaven
Time can bring you down
time can bend your knees
time can break your heart
have your begging please
begging please
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
and I know there'll be no more
tears in heaven
Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven
would it be the same
if I saw you in heaven
I must be strong and carry on
'cause I know I don't belong
here in heaven
'cause I know I don't belong
here in heaven
