This is the place where you finaly rest.
I am asking myself how it would be if that doesnt happend to you. Would you remember me, ore woul I still love you like I do it today?
It was not meant that we stay together, I asked you so many times if there is a place where we will be forever together, a place where nothing will part us again. You never answerd me. Eventough I still believe that someday I'll have you back, how would it be to see ya?
I wish I could turn back the time. This time I would fight for us, I would not believe you, that it wont work whit us, because in this case you where wrong. There where things between us...I wasnt the one who asked for something, you started and I took what I could get. Maybe if we where a bit older...
How ever, I got so many questions and no answers, and I want rest till I found my answers
Babe do you remember as we went to the diving school? We allways swam together under water and had so much fun, we tried all the times to find out who the better diver is of us. I guess you won.
We allways waitet till the others went home, and than we kissed.
We were so young babe, but it was so wonderful to feel you so near, to taste youre lips, your breath on my neck...
Now I am a 30 years, and noone was like you.
Sometimes I think, maybe humans can feel real love just one single time in life.
What ever happend in a way I feel that I belong to you and you belong to me. You re still a part of my life and how ever things changed, that what we had will rest forever in me till I see ya again.
Love you endlessly!
Once you said, dont care, just enjoy this moment. And that was what I did. Never knew that you will leav soon.
I remember the last time when I saw you, you walked in front of me, we went to school, before you went into your classroom, you turned arround, looked deep in my eyes an you said to me: goodbye, have nice hollidays.
That was the last thing you ever said to me.
The other day I went to the little store, than I met a girlfriend and she told me that you're death, shooting.
In this moment everything went so fast, my thougts, my emotions, since then I know the Feeling when blood is running wild throught the venes and finaly frez.
No, I screamd, no, no thats not true, no why, no that cannot be, no.
Noone knew what u meant to me, I promised you to keep our secret.
So they did not understood why I couldnt stop crying.
Babe I allways will love you, but sometimes I wish you would set me free, ore I could just talk to you, just one last time, ask you why the things were like this.
I realy enjoyed oure time we spend together, but sometimes I guess I'm falling appart, because I still love you so much, and miss you more every year.
Babe you took my heart.
